Behind Butterfly's Eyes

Thursday, February 28, 2008

11:49 PM

Dear Heavenly Father,

I know I have been away. For way too long. I have kept myself away from you. And you know it. It's obvious, aint it? That I have become that old self again. I miss him Lord and you know it too. I can't stand it. I wanna get out of this cocoon and see the colours of my wings. I wanna know what you have in store for me. But you want me to wait and prepare myself. You know me. I am reckless. I want to break free and run with the wild horses. Oh Lord, help me. I know what you are telling me now. Help yourself you said. Lord, I want to follow you and not follow my desires but. There's always a but isnt it? Lord, I want to put it all behind. I need to forget and let go. I am making things worse and I know it. I know deep within that he is not what you have given to me but Lord, you said wait. Wait for what? Wait for you to reveal what are you plans for me or what you have in store for us? Lord, tell me. I wanna cry like a baby. He doesnt care. He doesnt even want to look my way. It's all over again isnt it? This guy and me. Lord, have your way in me. Teach me Holy Spirit to do the right things. Guide me Father to the right direction. Help me to understand the right choices that is made. Keep me within your distance not faraway. I want to be near you. Dear Heavenly Father, I love you. Thank you for listening. Amen.

G.L.U.E.

me♥

waiting inside my coccoon
hoping that it will be soon
wanting and wishing to take a peep
into the world unknown
but i know that i should not
although i want to see how my wings look like
but if i do
i will ruin the outcome
and i will no longer be what i am to be

God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.
But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
1 Cor 10:13

G.L.U.E.

G.L.U.E. = God loves you evermore

G for glorifying His name
L for loving Him
U for uplifting His praises
E for His everlasting gift = eternal life

mE

I am a child of God
And I will live up to G.L.U.E.
For which He has blessed me with
Something that I could call my own
All from Him
So that I could share it
To all

Thursday, February 28, 2008

11:49 PM

Dear Heavenly Father,

I know I have been away. For way too long. I have kept myself away from you. And you know it. It's obvious, aint it? That I have become that old self again. I miss him Lord and you know it too. I can't stand it. I wanna get out of this cocoon and see the colours of my wings. I wanna know what you have in store for me. But you want me to wait and prepare myself. You know me. I am reckless. I want to break free and run with the wild horses. Oh Lord, help me. I know what you are telling me now. Help yourself you said. Lord, I want to follow you and not follow my desires but. There's always a but isnt it? Lord, I want to put it all behind. I need to forget and let go. I am making things worse and I know it. I know deep within that he is not what you have given to me but Lord, you said wait. Wait for what? Wait for you to reveal what are you plans for me or what you have in store for us? Lord, tell me. I wanna cry like a baby. He doesnt care. He doesnt even want to look my way. It's all over again isnt it? This guy and me. Lord, have your way in me. Teach me Holy Spirit to do the right things. Guide me Father to the right direction. Help me to understand the right choices that is made. Keep me within your distance not faraway. I want to be near you. Dear Heavenly Father, I love you. Thank you for listening. Amen.

G.L.U.E.