Sunday, April 27, 2008
I stare at him and he doesnt look back. What's wrong? Or is it jus me? He just walks through me. I am not asking for anything. I am well of course longing for something in return. Seriously, it's obvious that he dont want to return anything! Why am I still hoping? I still feel that jumpy-crazy-flip-flops when they all call your name. His reply is clear-cut that he dont want anything to have to do with me. Although what he said is true but human nature can come and hit us. He is very nice and I thank him for telling me so. BUT!!!!! It is not clear at all. I can interpret it in a million ways so where do you want me to start?
*sighs*
I sat there and when he comes by, my heart actually skips a bit. I cannot help it. Plus this FREAKING grudge! She is my best friend. Why cant I tell her? This is bad. I have to remove it. Wait, it's not her! It's him! He keeps making me think that he is still into her.
*broken heart*
I need to scrape all of these off! I tried to get rid of him but he still is there. Immovable! I thought that once I clear things out it would be done but unfortunately not. I know now that it is not easy. Trials and tests I need to go through.
*sniffs*
I need Your help. Guide me through this as I let You lead. As I call upon Your name, I know that You hear me. Thanks! Seriously, I really need help. I need affirmation. Maybe You could send him?
*laughs*
-thinking of you fondly-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: help, him, seriously
Sunday, April 27, 2008
I stare at him and he doesnt look back. What's wrong? Or is it jus me? He just walks through me. I am not asking for anything. I am well of course longing for something in return. Seriously, it's obvious that he dont want to return anything! Why am I still hoping? I still feel that jumpy-crazy-flip-flops when they all call your name. His reply is clear-cut that he dont want anything to have to do with me. Although what he said is true but human nature can come and hit us. He is very nice and I thank him for telling me so. BUT!!!!! It is not clear at all. I can interpret it in a million ways so where do you want me to start?
*sighs*
I sat there and when he comes by, my heart actually skips a bit. I cannot help it. Plus this FREAKING grudge! She is my best friend. Why cant I tell her? This is bad. I have to remove it. Wait, it's not her! It's him! He keeps making me think that he is still into her.
*broken heart*
I need to scrape all of these off! I tried to get rid of him but he still is there. Immovable! I thought that once I clear things out it would be done but unfortunately not. I know now that it is not easy. Trials and tests I need to go through.
*sniffs*
I need Your help. Guide me through this as I let You lead. As I call upon Your name, I know that You hear me. Thanks! Seriously, I really need help. I need affirmation. Maybe You could send him?
*laughs*
-thinking of you fondly-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: help, him, seriously
