Sunday, June 8, 2008
lots of things happen even before common test.
First thing first
I am letting go of him
At first I felt so emo when he told me that he tried to like me
But it failed
It's really upsetting but what can I do
But God told me"Do not be afraid. For I am with you. I will guide and lead you."=)
I am learning
I just need to hand over my troubles; my pain
Second thing
Common test
Stress and worries
I studied and studied
But I am afraid that it is still not enough
But I am still hoping for the best
Third thing
When to watch The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian
Overall I love it but well little not so glam stuff in between
The camera/filming effect was bad
But that was not the main point
I cried once the credits came out
A little flash back
That morning [friday, 6 June]
Fuji prayed for me
He prayed that my heart will be changed
That lingered inside me
I know that I have to change
But I knew that there was something more
Ok, back to the crying scene
I cried because the story reminded me that I have not believed
I believed but I did not truely believe
My pride within me is ruling me
I made a barrier between me and God
I could not receive
His wonderful love; His eternal joy
Because I refuse to accept
I gave up at the age of five
I grew up filling my heart with hurts, pains, sadness, pride, anger, envy and jealousy
No one can tell right
But I often compromise and put God aside
He opened my eyes; my heart
I know see and truely understand
Why of all those doubts and skeptical thoughts
And why I keep wanting that same thing
And yet I already have it
I just did not want to accept it
But know I recommit my life
To my Saviour
My Lord
I am learning
That's all I can say
****
I will be away from the 9th-12th of June for church camp at KL. So yes y'all cannot contact me unless ha ha...you have my msian no.
When I get back, I will be posting on narnia. My views and interpretation.
-getting on track-
Labels: happenings, narnia
Sunday, June 8, 2008
lots of things happen even before common test.
First thing first
I am letting go of him
At first I felt so emo when he told me that he tried to like me
But it failed
It's really upsetting but what can I do
But God told me"Do not be afraid. For I am with you. I will guide and lead you."=)
I am learning
I just need to hand over my troubles; my pain
Second thing
Common test
Stress and worries
I studied and studied
But I am afraid that it is still not enough
But I am still hoping for the best
Third thing
When to watch The Chronicles of Narnia:Prince Caspian
Overall I love it but well little not so glam stuff in between
The camera/filming effect was bad
But that was not the main point
I cried once the credits came out
A little flash back
That morning [friday, 6 June]
Fuji prayed for me
He prayed that my heart will be changed
That lingered inside me
I know that I have to change
But I knew that there was something more
Ok, back to the crying scene
I cried because the story reminded me that I have not believed
I believed but I did not truely believe
My pride within me is ruling me
I made a barrier between me and God
I could not receive
His wonderful love; His eternal joy
Because I refuse to accept
I gave up at the age of five
I grew up filling my heart with hurts, pains, sadness, pride, anger, envy and jealousy
No one can tell right
But I often compromise and put God aside
He opened my eyes; my heart
I know see and truely understand
Why of all those doubts and skeptical thoughts
And why I keep wanting that same thing
And yet I already have it
I just did not want to accept it
But know I recommit my life
To my Saviour
My Lord
I am learning
That's all I can say
****
I will be away from the 9th-12th of June for church camp at KL. So yes y'all cannot contact me unless ha ha...you have my msian no.
When I get back, I will be posting on narnia. My views and interpretation.
-getting on track-
Labels: happenings, narnia
