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Monday, February 9, 2009
12:34 AM

I was drowning
and I asked for help
but no one came
den two forms came
one with a huge large hand
and the other with many

I didnt think twice
I reached out to the many
and avoided the huge one

wen I reached the surface
and was able to breath
but the many arms kept on pulling me
I asked of them to let go
that I'm ok now
but they didnt listen
they continued

I screamed and cried for help
the harder they pull
the louder I screamed

in the end
I am left with nothing
but pieces on
the surface of the water
like pieces frm an exploded balloon

I am broken
I am torn
I am naked

I could hear laughter all around
and I am drowned in the pool of voices
telling me to give in

among the voices
was a little still voice
which I ignored all along
I tried to listen
but the others drowned that voice out

I plead and plead
"oh please help me"
forgive me
for I didnt trust
myself and you
now I am left with nothing

dreams punctured
coz I didnt trust
despite it all

when I cry out to you
when I ask for forgiveness
you forgive me
and despite all my fears and unworthiness
you forgave me
despite all those time when I forgot
you remembered

I know and understand
that within blessings
there are still corruptions
errors entangled inside
things that I have to figure out on my own
but through it all
you stood there waiting
for me to ask for help

thank you

:)

-beyond and always-

G.L.U.E.

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